Struggling.

I got 1 week left.

time is running out,doing my best to catch up on my studies.struggling with maths and other subjects that needs bucking up.try to keep my books nearby and actually read them and do exercises..

hope for the best cause its my t.r.i.al.

Thursday Night.

it was awesome lasted 10 minutes a few breaks.ended well. no hard feelings my man.

my body ached a little bit in the morning but it was fun.

You Dont Know.

Have you ever felt like everyone's against you.and sometimes your not sure of who you can really trust,only a few people that your sure of.

"Life is not about the people who act true to your face,its about the people who remain true behind your back"by someone close to me as a friend.

I tell you sometimes, you guys don't know who your messing with.if you gut guts face me then!but no...you just say shit behind me .judging people just how you want,thinking your all that.Stuck up fucks!.

if you really have a tooth to pick with me c'mon i stand here just waiting.i know you cant face me,assholes.

Edward -like?

Last Tuesday.. it was English class.i was at my usual seat and this happened,she was teaching us..not many were paying attention.me included then suddenly she asked me to comment on my friends speech which was about literature.

teacher:why are you all not paying attention?!
everyone:(sigh....)

teacher:SAFUAN!!! you comment on Mufaddal's speech.Now!
me:uhh...well,uhm.
teacher:(silent..)yes?
me:his speech was about............
teacher:very well then.at least someone answered.
everyone:(phew..)
harits:haha,hey wan.
me:asal?
harits:x boleh bela ah...haha
me:apa bro?
harits:xdelah tadi ko macam edward bro,
me: biar betul?tak lawak doh..
harits:..haha serious ,ingat tak new moon?dalam kelas tu,edward tengah degan bella and then teacher die perasan tanye die terus pasal video tu.
me:haha..ye ke?shial...i was kinda thinking of her bro..haha
harits:ye la...

so..well not sure what you guys think but it was kinda funny.at least my teacher didnt get seriously mad or anything.

It.s around the corner.

my dad keeps saying .

"son you gotta really study and do all your exercises time is running out.remember this exam determines your very own future of course you have your aspirations and dreams and also goals you wanna achieve in life.so work hard and soon enough you'll deserve it.start by proving yourself in your PMR exams..the exams just around the corner so buck up son."

and thats what im gonna do...trials coming up soon so wish me luck and pray for me if you can.i need all the help i can get.

plus i love my dad i dont wanna fail him.

Eclipse.

okay ,after that workout in the morning i went to a pretty bored evening that sunday..that night i was planning to watch a double movie predators and eclipse.

since my sisters couldnt watch predators we ended up watching Eclipse.i wanted to watch this with someone else...but...that couldnt happen.

so we watched it anyway..the movie was awesome,honestly it was .but i advise you..

its even better and you should watch it with your boyfriend or maybe girlfriend.haha cause its something you'd wanna watch together.

but well..watching it with my family wasnt that bad..only my mom kept complaining why are they so many kissing scenes?! this movie should be 18pl and predators shoild be pg 13...

haha thats what my mom said.:P

there's my mom right after we watched eclipse and she complained about the kissing sceness that was innapropriate.

It was a Workout.

its quite a late post but well what the heck.

last weekend i went back for overnight,so saturday morning after the usual wake-up then exercise or so..

i thought.hey,its been quite a while since i've jog so what the heck.u went for 10 laps at first but then all i could make was 5 laps around my neighbourhood,10 was too much judging by my fitness level right now...

damn it was tiring.i sweated like i was in a sauna for hours...only it lasted not that long..

thinking of doing it again the next time.

Going back with Frustration.

yeap,going back for yet another weekend..well there's a lot of things for to be frustrated about.first things first...

Brazil didnt make it to the finals that was depressing enough,getting taunted for one night after the Brazil-Netherlands match.cant believe they lost.

Next,i didnt make it for the open day's swimming competition cause i was too late.as a result sulaiman house was disqualified for the competition that sucked..

Other than that my parents got my result,not so happy about that either.Now im just trying to work my ass off to get better results for my trials and its coming soon..very soon

Furthermore..i got an oppurtunity of a fucking lifetime..it could be a once in a lifetime chance of going to be involved in international debate..yeah it's nerdy..but it coudl've done well for my damn future.Not sure if im gonna regret the desicion i make,cause there were a few strong reasons i had to turn them down..

And yesterday I got the news of the week.dont wanna talk about it..my knuckles hurt,and with quite an exciting night last night.I don't know what im gonna do this weekend anymore.

About the photo,

it's from 500 Days of Summer.it a movie im watching.hope i dont end up like that guy.

until the next time..